Assignment progress.

I feel like I have been making much more progress in the last couple of weeks and feel much happier with how I have been doing. I have always had the final assignment in the back of my mind and make sure I have a notebook and pen to hand, as I never know when inspiration may strike. This last weekend I have started to shoot it. Using my mum and her Dementia has been a lot harder than anticipated. I think I thought that as long as everything was well planned and thought out then that would see me through. Unfortunately this has not been the case. Because of the stage her Dementia is at it means that I cannot give her instructions and it is impossible to get her to sit or stand still when required. I have been lucky that I have had my sister over to be my assistant and also star in some of the photos. To try and be in them myself, I quickly realised, would make the whole situation way too stressful for mum and also myself. The theme is to be 'a day in the life' showing some of the things I do on a daily basis to care for mum.

Another thing I have found quite difficult is showing many of the techniques I have learn throughout the course, so I have been referring back to the course material quite a lot.

In some ways I feel as though the subject may be too personal to use for the assignment as I tend not to tell people much about my private life and what I do at home. I did obviously speak to my sister, as I needed her to be involved, but also to my dad. I did not want to feel like I was doing this behind his back, let alone have him think that I was in anyway 'using' mum. He actually made me feel better and said that he understood how the subject could be of interest to other people. I am a little concerned that people will look at my shots and be bored, they are not visually exciting; they show exactly what I do day to day. I guess in that respect I have achieved what I had set out to do.

London.

I had a trip to London last weekend (a very belated birthday present from February!) to see Shrek the Musical and see Covent Garden. I decided to take my camera along and get some practice in. I chose to take my Fuji instead of the Nikon I now tend to use. This was mainly because the Fuji is quite a bit smaller and lighter than the Nikon and I thought it would be easier to carry around with me. I obviously got the Nikon because a setting on the Fuji does not work properly but I thought if I just avoided that then it would be ok.

The day turned out to be a bit of a disaster, photography wise. Whilst I do love the Fuji it is just not up to the same standard as the Nikon and I have to say I did struggle with it a bit. I think this is because for about eight months I have been continuously using the Nikon and I found it hard to switch back to the Fuji. Obviously using the Nikon has become second nature to me which is one of the things I hoped would happen when I first started this course. The quality of the images produced was just not up to scratch either, I just could not seem to get the focus right on it. The images at the time were crystal clear as far as I could see, but once on the laptop they were distinctly blurred. Maybe this was down to feeling under pressure to shoot quickly or does the camera now have a problem with the focus also? I am hoping that it is the former and will be properly testing it out.

I think that this was a valuable experience even though things did not turn out as I hoped they would. I have realised that I am more in tune with my camera than I had previously thought, which has given me more confidence. However, it would be nice to be able to switch effortlessly between cameras!

These are only a few of the images I took, I wanted to show an overview as some are fairly similar. Also as I used the Fuji it does not tell me the settings I have not shown them here.



Exercise: Rain

"Imagine a magazine cover on one subject: rain. You have the entire cover space to work in, and you should produce a single, strong, attractive photograph that leaves no one in any doubt about the subject."

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I have been waiting a while to shoot this project. I had tried to complete it a while ago but it was so nice and sunny it would of meant 'faking' rain with something like a watering can, or being a bit more adventurous. I wanted to produce something more genuine. I decided to take advantage of the awful weather we have been having and go out into the garden the next time it rained (although this has been pretty continuous!) I tried photographing some flowers being showered with rain but the images were not coming out as clear as I had hoped. While looking for inspiration I looked down at the ground and saw this maple leaf with droplets of rain on it. I actually really like it and it makes me immediately think of rain.

The Shooting Gallery Series 1

Whilst looking on 4OD I came across the art, design and literature section. I investigated further and found The Shooting Gallery which is a "collection of original material, award-winning shorts and Internet hits focusing on still image and photography.

I decided to take a look at Series 1, Episode 9 ( there appears to be only one episode available for watch series) called 'Caught on Camera' a collection of short films.

1. Back to the Future: A profile on Irina Werning who travels the world recreating photographs from peoples childhoods. I particularly liked this idea and am actually quite keen on giving it a go myself. She says that she will only work on 10 pictures at a time. There are stories behind why each person wishes to have their image recreated which she learns as she works on each one. She believes that the details in each photo are very important as they can distract you from the person shown.

2. The Neglected: UNESCO award winning photographer David Gillanders followed young drug addicts of Odessa, Ukraine for three years. These children live underground and are forgotten by society. many of the images show children coming up out of man hole covers and other tightly cramped places. This to me represented how they are trapped in their situation and are desperate to escape. Many of the children shown in the images actually died.

3. In Focus: shows blind photographer Pete Eckert, who calls himself a blind visual artist, and an unexpected exhibition of his work in New York City. His work was amazing and shows there is no limit to what you can do and as he put it himself "blindness is no barrier to seeing things clearly".

4. Dark Clouds: Chinese- British photographer Ian Teh highlights China's industry, showing coal fields and the hidden side of the economy. It showed a glimpse of another life and world that is rarely seen. China is the biggest producer of CO2, ruining people's health. Thousands of miners are killed each year in the most dangerous job. These images really do show a dark side to life.

5. Caracas: A portrait of life in the slums of Caracas and and the people who live their.

6: A Life Alone: New York photographer Maisie Crow follows Tom Rose, who after 63 years of married life finds himself alone for the first time after his wife's death. This video was actually quite upsetting as Tom admits that he no longer sleeps upstairs in the bed he shared with his wife as he can't bear to go up there alone.

7. The Stolen Scream: About Noam Golai who had posted photos of himself screaming on flickr and then found that the images had been used on tshirts, magazine covers and even on walls in Iran as a sign of protest. This had all been done without his knowledge! I myself would probably be furious that my work had been used without my permission but Golai sees it that people all around the world have still viewed his work.

I have enjoyed watching snap shots of other photographers work and have found some to be inspiring. I think that coming across The Shooting gallery has been worthwhile and I shall continue to watch other episodes. I think that if you can take something away from each persons work you view, even if it is deciding what you do and don't like then it has been a positive experience. 

Duxford Flying Legends Airshow.

Leading up to the final assignment I have been thinking about various ideas, one of which is having my subject as the Flying Legends Airshow at Duxford. After discussion with my tutor I decided not to use this idea, as my tutor put it, it will look like I have photographed my family day out. This is a very valid point! I therefore decided to go along and use it as further practice for the assignment. I took around 300 photos and found the whole day to be a great experience.

Before the day I produced a story/ideas board of various things I could photograph there in the hope that there would be more structure to my day.

When choosing which images to include here I had kept in my mind that the final assignment requires 6-12 images. I was also conscious of showing a wide variety of images to portray the day but they must still all link together.

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This image shows a Liberty V12 aero engine from the first world war and is actually my favourite image from the whole set. I particularly like the composition which i have really tried hard with to produce something visually interesting.

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Using photoshop I have made this image slightly underexposed as I was trying to recreate a slightly dark image. I have also photographed with the camera slightly out of focus because I was trying to make it look as though this had just happened and there was a lot of dust. I kept thinking that if you were there at the time you would maybe lose the ability to focus yourself as you tried to work out what had just happened.

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The day all of a sudden got brighter, it had been threatening to rain on and off which is when I took the opportunity to visit the hangers. This gentleman had walked passed while I was watching the airshow. His outfit had immediately caught my eye as he paused near to me. I thought I would take the chance to photograph him as he too watched the show, but just as I had got in position he turned to face the camera. Afterwards he was actually rather pleased I had photographed him.

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Here I wanted to concentrate on the lines produced by the planes as opposed to the actual planes themselves. I wanted the plane to appear almost like a silhouette.

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The sky had started to darken again which was unfortunate. I have filled the light in slightly using photoshop. I think that this image captures the day as a whole.

Conclusion.

Using this day as a 'practice' for the final assignment has given me a lot to think about. I have had to deal with things that have been out of my control such as the weather. I have had to think about composition a lot more than I have previously. I have also had to think about settings as well as change them quite quickly. I got much better at this as the day went on and it became almost second nature. Shutter speed has also been an issue as the planes all travel at different speeds so I have also had to practice a bit with these settings. I could of really done with a longer lens at times, to be able to produce the images I had in my mind but I am happy with what I have produced. I feel like this has really been a worthwhile exercise.